Right now school and all the stuff going on in my life outside of it is doing a number on my system. I have 45678965432 kajillion billion things to do before I get on that plane tomorrow and exactly none of them can be completed in the time allowed if I am going to get passing grades and enough sleep NOT to be a Worst Wedding Guest EVER this weekend. I like to try to put things in perspective for myself and say things like, "In ten years, what's gonna matter more? Family or Spanish/History/Sociology homework?" but now it is that those things matter equally. Unless I want to destroy everything I've been working for these past 14 years.
GOOD GOD I'VE BEEN IN THE AMERICAN EDUCATION SYSTEM FOR FOURTEEN YEARS WHAT IS IT DOING TO ME MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT ALL GO AWAY PLEASE.
I'm stressed. Don't expect any substantial posting this week. Or next week. Maybe not even the week after that.
Life! What did I ever do to you?!?